It's Me

Da me a te.

2011-07-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Vuoi dire molto per me. Ma non posso, se mi trattano come questo. Cerca di capire che ho sentimenti. Una volta che ho Theres arrabbiare un sacco di cose che vorrei io non ho detto, ma l'ho detto. Come quello che era appena successo. Ma se questa è la fine per sempre, solo che tu sai che ti amo così tanto. Questo è il momento in cui io non voglio sempre sono stati R.

2011-07-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel , feelings when you feel like totally useless or nothing at all ? Feeling that makes you feel like doing nothing at all . Yahh im feeling that now .

"ben ik nutteloos voor jou? omdat ik het gevoel alsof je duwt me weg. Ik begrijp dat mensen ergens veranderen afhankelijk van de situatie. Its ok. Ik ben het volledig begrijpen dat lang voordat ik weet dat je. Ik usely geweest treaten als deze zo im boete door dat."

My elmo :)

2011-07-13T01:43:00.003+08:00

I love you with all my heart , you be with me in any situation and you had prove to me and yeah i see it . Dont go baby , 12/7/2011 kita dah genap sebulan . Baru sebulan tapi dah mcm mcm kita lalui kan :) but its ok i love you . Now i rindu you gile gile hm

Kenangan 080711

2011-07-13T00:58:00.003+08:00

Agak2 darah bnyk2 tu sapa punya ? ahaha

After drive out dari genting sempah nak ke arah kuantan , kreta kitorang ddk line kanan then ada satu kereta ni laju babi so kreta msukla line tngah , then ada trailer slow gila dkt lane to -.- hard braking but kreta keep slide soo dlm masa 4 5 saat tu just ready nk hentam bontot trailer la , sumpah ingat mcm mimpi do . Then sedar sedar je orang ramai tngh nk keluarkan bdk2 lain . Sebab semua pengsan tak reti nak sedar sedar haha . Time tu , aku just nampak fit je , yela dia dkt sebelah aku kan . Then keluar mntk pkck tu tolong fit keluar . Then dah semua ddk tepi jalan , aku selongkar kereta tngk ada barang apa lagi *tak perasan lagi kepala darah darah -.- . Then tiba2 tertengk cermin terus kepala rasa sakit la pening la bagai . So msuk hospital bentong 2 hari then cuti mc seminggu pluss cuti mid term mngu depan . Nak gmbar ? Tngk atas tu haa :)

Haaa .

2011-06-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Nak balik tadi kann , plan dgn fit nak sembunyi time bapak dia anta dia dkt terminal pekeliling but then bus stop dkt stesen minyak jap tau dkt area situ then mak ayah dia boleh plak anta dkt situ . Mmang best la kan -.- then salam parent dia , nasib la dia ok je . Kalau buat bapak dia megamok mmpus aku haha . Thats all . Muahh :)

Weekends .

2011-06-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

Jumaat lepas after nearly a month tk balik rumah , aku , fit , aten and fiq pon balik la ke kl . Ahh rindu jugak dkt katil aku tu hehe . So kitorang ambik bus pukul 2 dari jengka and samapai dalam pukul 5 . Sampai je pekeliling , abg fit dah tnggu so anta dia kat abg dia jup then lepak mkn jap dgn couple baru 2 eko ni haha . Then dalam pkul 7 baru zul man and faiz datang ambik . Lama kan ? tp takpela paham , sebab jam kan . Soo diorang pick aku then trus gerak sunway and macam biasa lepak seri bidara . And nak tau tak , for the first time aku tak shisha doo ! Haha , bdk2 semua mcm pelik but tk terkejut sangat la dah kalau MARL tak lekang dari tangan aku haha :P

Then , esoknya pagi2 lepas bangun gf aku call ajak turun keramat , dia mntk teman dia pegi skolah lama dia , nak tak nak rindu punya pasal aku gerak jela dengan tido tak cukup nya kan -.- . Sampai je jj au2 dah nampak dah kereta dia dkt bus stop luar tu and tak sangka plak dia bawak dua kwn dia and dia suruh naik kereta dia . Mmang tak la kan nak naik kereta dia -.- segan wei ! Soo naik kereta aku gerak skolah dia and jumpa kwn2 dia , everything was fine . After that , gerak wangsa walk dgn dia and mira . Mkn2 jalan2 tman dia cari beg and baju then balik . Lagipun family aku tngah tnggu dkt rumah nak keluar so balik awal la kan . And tau tak , tah jalan mana tah aku lalu time nak balik tu , dari sprint masuk duke then masuk nkve la bagai . Pergh mmang lambat la sampai rumah so family aku pon dah gerak dulu tinggal aku :( penat je aku balik kelam kabut . Lepak rumah online tiba2 bell bunyi , rupanya si tya dgn abg ujay datang rumah . So bukak pintu and sbab bosan ajak tya keluar cari tiket bus . Then lepak kedai nasi lemak panas dekat subang , perghh memang terbaik doo ! Sedap gilee . malam tu malas nak tido so buat muvee marathon sorang2 sampai subuh haha .

And now , dah dekat jengka dah :( kejap je rasa cuti ni kan . Ishh

P/S: tau tak , man dgn faiz merajuk pluss bengang sbab aku janji nak lepak dgn diorang mlm semalam haha . nasib zul tak merajuk sbab dia mmang tau peragai aku mcm mana kan . Tkpe la man dgn faiz nnti aku balik aku lepak k ? Sorry sbab penat2 datang ambik aku then aku tak slalu lepak dgn korang . Maklumlaa bz kan HAHA :P And , lagi satu . Skrng ni aku dah mmang kena saving gila babi sbab duit short mcm haram lagi . Beratus2 -.- ahhh , seksa betul hidup . Ni kalau tau dkt bapak aku mmang masak ah kena bebel .

I miss you .

2011-06-26T03:16:00.002+08:00

You know what , sometime when im awake from my sleep . Always , you the one that cross my mind . Idk why but all i can say is that , imissyou hm :(

MIDDLEFINGERPLEASE .

2011-06-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

Who the fuck takes my money ? Ckpla konfem tak marah punya , tak payah pulangkan balik duit , just ckp sapa ambik k :)

I lost my money :(

2011-06-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

Baru perasan duit hilang :( tadi check wallet then cari2 dkt belah tepi wallet tu , duit dah takde ! Fuck . Dahla 350 , nak buat duit bayar yuran . Sebab before this duit yg abah bagi tu aku guna dulu sbab aku tau duit aku masuk lambat sikit then lpas dah masuk aku keluarkan dari bsn and simpan dalam wallet , cibai la mcm mana boleh hilang . Ahh now tak kira mcm mana pon kena cari jalan jugak nak dtg duit before selasa . Due date bayar yuran 29 ni :(
Hmp what should i do ? Ahh nvm , i always fine my way .

ILOVEYOU

2011-06-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

ILOVEYOU NUR FITRAH HANOM BINTI JAILANI .
Idk what to say but i know you can feel what i feel , kan baby kan ? I love your imperfection . Trust me , i try in anything that i do . I wont promise you anything but i TRY .

Mayday Parade-Three Cheers For Five Years(acoustic)

2011-06-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

And I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
And I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Cause It's another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me, Baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
(Or break down the door to your heart)
Forever could see us not you and me
Or you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
(As an offering)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/mayday_parade/three_cheers_for_five_years_acoustic.html ]
To late, I'm sure and lonely
It's another night, another dream wasted on you
So just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me, Baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

Cause I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now, remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight [keep on repeating]
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
How does he feel, how does he kiss
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to.

The Cataracs - Top Of The World ft. DEV

2011-06-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Boy you know you get me high
Wont you take me for a ride
Tell me where u want to go
Tell me where u want to go

It's the cataracs

Yo, Its that dancefloor - 808
She hit me like a 808
Have you all night, vodka straight
Bottles up, you and me
Me and you, on a trip
All night flight, girl lets dip
Lickin my lips im in the zone
And I cant really say what Im sippin on

But You taste good to me
Girls like you make history
Sure does sound like a hit to me
Now che-e-e-ck out this beat

[CHORUS]

Now, you got it
You got it goin on, goin on, & on &on &on &on
Boy you know you get me high
Wont you take me for a ride
Tell me where u want to go
Tell me where u want to go
Im your bonnie, you're my clyde

I'll be your "ride or die"
Tell me where you want to go
Tell me where you want to go

T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd (x2)

Your daddy must have been a drug dealer (why?)
Cause you dope
You the bonnie to my clyde, Juliet and Romeo
Your daddy must have been a drug dealer (why?)
I don't know, im just saying anything to get me up inside your throat
Is it workin?
Im just playin
Man this bottle got me sayin
I don't ever wanna lose, lose ya right now

[CHORUS]

T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd

Tell me where you want to go (x4)

Where, you wanna, where you wanna go? (x4)

T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd

It's the cataracs

Big time rush - boyfriend .

2011-06-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boy

Have you ever had the feeling you're drawn to someone? Yeah
And there isn't anything they could've said or done?
And everyday I see you on your own
And I can't believe that you're alone
But I overheard your girls and this is what they said

Looking for a, looking for a
That you're looking for a boyfriend, I see that
Give me time, you know, I'm gonna be there
Don't be scared to come, put your trust in me
Can't you see all I really want to be

Is your boyfriend, can't fight that
Let me down, you know, I'm coming right back
I don't care at all what you done before
All I really want is to be your

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend

Let me take a little moment to find the right words
So when I kick it you it ain't something that you've heard
I don't know what kind of guy that you prefer
But I know I gotta put myself for worse
See I think got the kind of love that you deserve and I heard that

That you're looking for a boyfriend, I see that
Give me time, you know, I'm gonna be there
Don't be scared to come, put your trust in me
Can't you see all I really want to be

Is your boyfriend, can't fight that
Let me down, you know, I'm coming right back
I don't care at all what you done before
All I really want is to be your

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend

If you tell me where, I'm waiting here
Everyday like slum-dog millionaire
Bigger than the twilight love affair
I'll be here, girl, I swear

Looking for a, looking for a
That you're looking for a boyfriend, I see that
Give me time, you know, I'm gonna be there
Don't be scared to come, put your trust in me
Can't you see all I really want to be

Is your boyfriend, can't fight that
Let me down, you know, I'm coming right back
I don't care at all what you done before
All I really want is to be your

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
(Your boyfriend)
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
(Your boyfriend)
All I really want is to be your
(Boyfriend)

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
All I really want is to be your

Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
Your boy, boy, b-b-boy, b-b-boyfriend
All I really want is to be your

I love you .

2011-06-23T17:34:00.003+08:00

yes i do

i be with you until you want me to

until the end of time :)

12062011

2011-06-23T17:15:00.003+08:00

Tengok baby i ni , kelakar kan ? Love it , haha

Tarikh ni akan aku ingat sebab tarikh ni lah aku dah dia couple :) happy ni weih happy ! Dah dah tak nak mengedik lama lama , karang semua yang baca post ni muntah haha . Yeah a day before ni , aku dia kidd and nabila gerak genting dalam pkul 11 konon nak hangout sana la kan . Then sampai sana pon dlm pkul 2 lah . Jalan jalan satu genting tu and lepak minum minum mcm biasa la kan . Then around pukul 4.30 gerak pegi kereta nak rehat jap . Konon , ingat time tu nak konfes terus but aku bagi hint dkt dia , dia boleh buat bodoh jee -.- aku suruh dgr lagu yang "boyfriend" tu kan tapi dia boleh cakap , nanti text i tau tajuk dia ? Owhh memang frust la kan . Then dah frust punya pasal trus aku tido laaa konon layan perasaan la kan haha . Then aku ingat lagi terjaga je aku dlm pkul 5.55am tu terus aku confess , err mcm tk percaya je . Mamai kot time tu kan ? Haha :P jk jk . But then alhamdulillah dia accept . And now , she's my girl and im fucking love her (Y)

Nur Fitrah Hanom Bt Jailani .

2011-06-23T14:51:00.008+08:00

Hai peeps , its been quite awhile i dont post anything in my blog and for those who notice , i had remove all my old post aite . Ok , this post will be my new start for my new life . Want to know whats new in my life ? Check this post title and yeah , above picture is my new girlfriend :D

Starting from a simple hai grows to private chating than without notice , i just fall for you baby :) being with you makes me happy , feeling that i havent feel for so long .